EXISTENCE , III : HOPE

December 3, 2017. “You’re an interesting species. An interesting mix. You’re capable of such beautiful dreams and such horrible nightmares. You feel so lost, so cut off, so alone. In all our searching, the only thing we’ve found that makes the emptiness bearable, is each other.” -Carl Sagan, Contact Who are you? What are you […]

Δ R K

October 29, 2017. “For a brief moment, I felt connected to the world in a way I never had before. It was the most profound feeling of comfort and sense of belonging that I could ever hope for.” This line brings me to the verge of tears every time I get to this moment of […]

EXISTENCE, I : THE WOLVES

October 22, 2017. So, you’re having an existential crisis. You’re not alone; I’m in that boat too. What even is an existential crisis? Is there a way to overcome it? According to Wikipedia, grand modern distributor of knowledge of our times, an existential crisis is “a moment at which an individual questions the very foundations […]

I D E N T I T Y

October 22, 2017. Who are you? Who am I? I am Javi. I am 25 years old, not tall, not short, struggle to grow a beard even tho my younger brother, two years younger, grows one with ease. I am queer, I am cisgender. I am deeply, suicidally depressed. Anxiety goes hand in hand with […]