I CANNOT

I cannot connect with anyone. Not with my friends. Not with my family. Not with acquaintances and strangers and coworkers. I cannot absorb or receive anything from others. I cannot feel anything, except rage, resentment, suffering, grief, terror, panic. I am anticipating rejection always. I am anticipating loss always. I cannot think straight. I cannot […]

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SO FΔR ΔWΔY

  “I’m tired of being in love and being all alone.” I write to understand what happens inside of me. What lies within my heart. I’ve been alive for 26 years; it’s taken all of that time to discover the most basic understanding of my own self, my own thoughts, feelings, desires, and needs. I […]

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