EXISTENCE, II : MILLENNIALS

November 5, 2017. “‘In the new century, everyone will be insane.’” It’s a line spoken in an early 90s play written by Tony Kushner called “Angels in America”. It’s the story of a group of gay young people coping with the AIDS crisis in 1985 New York City. The line is spoken by a homeless […]

Δ R K

October 29, 2017. “For a brief moment, I felt connected to the world in a way I never had before. It was the most profound feeling of comfort and sense of belonging that I could ever hope for.” This line brings me to the verge of tears every time I get to this moment of […]

U P C O M I N G , 10.24.2017//

October 24, 2017. This is going to be a “coming soon to theaters near you” kind of post… This blog is only a few days old as of the date of this post, and it’s been a godsend for me. These days are difficult. Writing helps, ALOT. This blog is primarily a diary of sorts. […]

EXISTENCE, I : THE WOLVES

October 22, 2017. So, you’re having an existential crisis. You’re not alone; I’m in that boat too. What even is an existential crisis? Is there a way to overcome it? According to Wikipedia, grand modern distributor of knowledge of our times, an existential crisis is “a moment at which an individual questions the very foundations […]

Δ CLOSED WORLD

October 22, 2017. “In my skin I feel like I can’t be myself. Would you like me more if I was someone else? Through the glass I see someone that looks like me. Mirrors always show what you don’t want to see. Can you fix me now? I don’t know how. Can you fix me […]

I D E N T I T Y

October 22, 2017. Who are you? Who am I? I am Javi. I am 25 years old, not tall, not short, struggle to grow a beard even tho my younger brother, two years younger, grows one with ease. I am queer, I am cisgender. I am deeply, suicidally depressed. Anxiety goes hand in hand with […]

H Δ N Δ H Δ K I

10.22.2017// Ever heard of Hanahaki disease? It’s lethal, it’s horrifying, it’s also totally fictional as hell. Fan-fictional that is. It’s a trope found in some fan fictions on the Internets. Here’s the run down : someone falls in love. The beloved doesn’t love them back. Good setup so far huh, unrequited love is always […]